a modern escapade.

Date : Saturday, May 31, 2008
Time : 6:28 pm

cigarettes and booze... last night, a night of vice. of pool and poker and smoke and intoxication. and me the teetotaller eschewed it all.

(okay fine for poker it's cuz i dont know how to play. and you can stop laughing now) alcohol is all very well, and i did consume a little, but somehow getting all wasted is not my thing. but we all had fun didnt we? i know you all did.

and so this is goodbye. it was fun, but it's time to move on.

i am so in need of retail therapy.

i know i'm not doing enough. and i'm sorry. i know it's hard on mum. i know why dad nags. i know why dajie is pissed. and i wish erjie can come home and help out more with the housework instead of staying out the entire weekend every week. i wish she treats me with more respect instead of showing that annoyed face when i call her while she's watching dvd in the living room with zel, or expecting me to be able to fall asleep in the same room while she chats happily (or not so happily sometimes) with him (and scolding me when i show just a lil bit of discomfort at being roused from sleep and blaming me for her petty grievance of not having a room or privacy to herself to chat with him), or expecting our room to be spick and span on its own and her bedsheets magically changed every few weeks, or expecting to be treated as a princess when she's home from work just bcos her job is supposedly the most tiring in the world. alright i'm sorry i'm ranting but mummy just had a fall from cleaning the kitchen floor and daddy is not happy.